We move on to Thursday and i try the night before to get ready for the whole day. I wake up early in the morning so that i could print my homework and when i turn on my computer it starts up and says windows has been illegally installed. You can only pray that i didn't go crazy at that point but it was to late. I wasn't thinking and went to go tell my dad that my computer wasn't working and he says "what do you want me to do about it." My mind went totaly blank and i walked alway thinking about how my week was going. So i grab my laptop and punch a whole straight through the laptop screen and tour off the screen from the keyboard. I wen't insane, i beat the thing until you couldn't tell it was a laptop. When i am done i notice that Karen is outside waiting for me and i rushed outside, not having enough time to clean the mess that i made so i just locked my room and took the key. The rest of the day was miserable because I sleept in all of my class's.
As friday comes along I wake up and try to get to my feet but i couldn't. My back had froze on me and i couldn't move i screamed for my mom and she ends up snapping my neck and i felt great until i hear Karen outside waiting for me and i coulded around for my polo and i couldn't find it because i forgot that i lost it on Thursday. I get into the car looking like a mess. i get through the school day and go to my dads store. I take the car out for a spin because my dad said i could and i crash the car. It wasn't my fault because my dad new that the brakes wern't working properly. As the day goes by i don't know what to do and i suddenly remember that Mr.Sutherland told us that we had two blog post due and i am rushing to do them. the one that i am doing right now is the last one and i am trying to finish it before twelve. This is my last word.
Crisis
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Friday, November 5, 2010
mid life crisis "Emotions explode" part one
The reason i called this post the mid life crisis is because this week has been the most suicidal week of my life. Even though i would never kill my self , that seemed like the only title that could fit what i was feeling. Any way, i started off my week by getting to school late and forgetting my lunch. As that day went by i went home to see why my dad was so happy. When i get there i notice that the plasma TV came, my dad said that i could watch the new movie we just rented. i plug up all the wires and the DVD player. my dad asks me "which wire is for the DVD player". I show him and he pulls it off the TV and says "thanks by". i got really mad at him for that. later on that day he tells me to come to the store with him and i go because every one at the house were pissing me off. I get to the store after six o'clock and i forget my text book. to make things worse our worker left because he was sick and i didn't have enough time to do my homework because i was restocking the shelves.
That day ends and tuesday begins i wake up again late and no breakfeast and i forgot my lunch and only had five dollars on me. that day went great "NOT" i had to go to the store when the school day was over and mt dad wants to go home and leave me at the store. so since hes my dad i can't say anything to him and said "ok you better get going". But wait you think that things can't get worse and i gorget my text book again. i go to the bath room and flip out and just go crazy. I try to come down that day and i did for the rest of it.
As wednesday begins i wake up late another time even though i made an alarm on my phone. I get to school seriously pissed and in no mood to talk to any one. since i was already very very mad i tould my dad that i wasn't going to go to the store ahead of time. But he desides to lie and say he has to be some were and i say "So what deal with it I have way to many things to do." I hang up and go home. I have never ever done that to my parents ever in my life. I was furious because every day keeps getting worse and worse. i wonder what would it be like on friday.
That day ends and tuesday begins i wake up again late and no breakfeast and i forgot my lunch and only had five dollars on me. that day went great "NOT" i had to go to the store when the school day was over and mt dad wants to go home and leave me at the store. so since hes my dad i can't say anything to him and said "ok you better get going". But wait you think that things can't get worse and i gorget my text book again. i go to the bath room and flip out and just go crazy. I try to come down that day and i did for the rest of it.
As wednesday begins i wake up late another time even though i made an alarm on my phone. I get to school seriously pissed and in no mood to talk to any one. since i was already very very mad i tould my dad that i wasn't going to go to the store ahead of time. But he desides to lie and say he has to be some were and i say "So what deal with it I have way to many things to do." I hang up and go home. I have never ever done that to my parents ever in my life. I was furious because every day keeps getting worse and worse. i wonder what would it be like on friday.
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